everyone was out to irritate the shit out of me today i swear.


first i went to school for business finance test, which is quite retarded cause the entire format is different from what they said it'll be. then headed to IKEA for meatballs, chicken leg & aish-cream!

kids, babies, toddlers everywhere. i know, they are cute but some are frigging irritating, crying and whining all the time. and the worst is the boy in the bus, "si-top[stop] wo yao xia qu!" repetitively. which means stop, i wanna go down. i wanted to slap him please.


so when i just got home, mummy scolded me cause warning letter came again. and its not as if i didnt attend the lessons, i was late and teacher marked me as absent cause i was more the 15minutes late. 2nd warning letter, for humanresource subject. the 1st was understanding arts which was 8am. fucking hell, now she blames me that i neglect school, and kept saying why can i wake up on time for other stuffs but not for school, implying going out & wakeboard. cause wakeboard was on weekend and daddy fetched me there! and keep going on that i neglect and neglect studies, maybe i do, cause i never liked studying.

daddy and you wanted me to go business, which i never wanted, i just go along with your wishes, i never said i will excel in it, i only said i'll try, especially when all i wanted was to go to design school even though im not a born with talent in arts, but that's where my interest lies. fucking hell, should have just went there. if this continues, i'm going to go overseas to study arts already on my fucking own ability.




fuck. i hate it.

edit//4.10pm
now i regret quarrelling with mummy cause mummy has always been there for me, but i really hate it when she does that. i love you mummy.
now i'm so tired, i'm too lazy to pack my room.