its my breaking point already. u cant expect me to be perfect ok. i know that you dont like me now. but what can i do when you already decided to. i smiled at you but u gave me that look. if you want to blame me for drifting away from you people. have you thought of what you always say to irritate me. there's a limit to what i can take. and you crossed it. therefore what for stay on to listen to you discriminating me whereas i can just try not to hang out with you guys too much. its taxing just trying to be hanging out with you.

& today u sent me a msg "cuntface" during recess. its like i dont understand why do you have to say that. do you know its very hurting. i doubt you dont. so now everything i do is a eyesore to you. you din even bother to wish me happy birthday. you dont even bother smile at me or say a simple hi when i walk past you. i wanted to say so many hurting things to you but what for. its just gonna make me crumble and you dont like me more or something. or even if i din say it, you will still do the same thing.

so now that you dont like me. i dont think you regard me as a friend. for all that we went through so much. shared times of tears & laughter. you would rather forget that and dont like me. i have to accept the fact then. thanks for all the times where you've been there for me.